Excerpts from a past life.

A lot changes in seven years, as evidenced by this.


I think you're the only person on the Earth besides me who writes letters in email. I like capitalizing Earth, it's just as important as like, Canada. It's not like we're German and we just made It uP as we go aloNg. Yes, that was on purpose.
I spent so much time being angry and bitter about us fighting, but when I thought about the possibility of losing you, it just wasn't an option. Honestly, I burst into tears. I know that I don't want to lose you and it would be a huge mistake to try to. I'd give anything to see you smile again and thinking about that made me remember how we used to be, all you had to say was "Don't worry," and that was it, I knew I was automatically safe because you keep me safe. I think the problem is that we've stopped completely and blindly believing in one another. I'm not sure what exactly that says since we've never been ones to completely believe in anything. If you're wondering what the hell I'm saying at this point or why I haven't started a new paragraph in my note to you. I need you and I love you and, if that's alright, nothing would make me happier than it staying that way. I can't help but think that if we weren't meant to be together we would not have lasted this long.